Showing posts with label avihu. Show all posts
Showing posts with label avihu. Show all posts

Monday, November 24, 2014

The Instinct to Do...

A few years ago I wrote about Eisav. I posed the question as to whether or not he was aware of the wicked person he was. I quoted the Shem miShmuel who writes that Esav was not aware of his wickedness, nor did he ever stop to question his behavior. It was that lack of self-questioning, that surety that as the son of Yitzchok he could not possible be doing anything wrong, that led him to become the evil person he was.

I want to elaborate on this point.

HaChalban, in his commentary on Vayikra, while discussing the story of Nadav and Avihu, explains that before sinning Adam HaRishon had an instinctive understanding of the will of God. This instinct was lost after the Sin and no humans possessed that instinct until the time of the Avos (the Patriarchs). Our Sages teach us that Avrohom fulfilled all the Mitzvoth of the Torah. How did he know what to do if the Torah was not yet given? By instinct.

This sheds some light on the mindset of Esav. He saw his father and grandfather were people who always knew instinctively what it was that God wanted of them. He assumed that his instincts were equally in sync with God's will. He never thought twice that that might not be the case, nor did it dawn on him that his ancestors had worked on their character to become the people they were; he neglected to do so.

Taking this one step further, we can understand the sin of Nadav and Avihu. At the giving of the Torah the world returned to a state akin to that which existed in Gan Eden. They intentionally did something that they were not commanded, but that they instinctively felt was the right thing to do, because they felt that they were living in an age where instinctive service of God was paramount.

Their mistake was predicated on their only relying on their instinct and not combining it with the wisdom of their elders. חכם עדיף מנביא we are taught. A prophet who understands God's will instinctively, still needs the checks and balances created by a Wise Sage to ensure that his instinct is not leading him out of bounds.

For this reason we find that when Pinchas killed Zimri and Cuzbi he was then filled with the souls of Nadav and Avihu. This is because that killing is not halachically mandated, but, in this case, what he did was the will of God. Interestingly, we are taught that prior to killing Zimri Pinchas went to Moshe to ask if it was the right thing to do. Moshe told him that this was outside the realm of Halacha, but if he was so angered by their behavior he was permitted to do so. We see than that Pinchas, even when acting instinctively and even though he was right, first consulted with the Sages to make sure that his instinct was not misleading him.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

If You Play With Fire


The Stories

Yesterday we read in shul the story of the death of Nadav and Avihu. Someone at my table on Friday evening mentioned that the story seemed very negative. Those words lodged in my mind until the next morning as I was reading the Haftorah for that week which talks about the return of the Aron (Ark) to Israel and the death of Uza when he reached out to the Aron. The story continues by showing us of the great blessing the Aron brought in the home of Oved Edom HaGiti as well as the celebration that followed when Dovid followed up on his plans to bring the Aron home. That part doesn't seem too negative.

What is really going on in these two stories? The fact that the story of Uza is chosen as the Haftorah shows us that there is a connection between the two stories. What is it?

Filtering of God's Light

One of the most significant processes of Creation was that of God's hiding his manifest presence. Had He not done so we would not have the ability to exist as independent entities. Only by filtering His Infinite Light an innumerable number of times is there room for us to exist. Those who delve into the deepest secrets of Kabbalah, if they are not properly prepared beforehand run the risk of lacking proper grounding. If they then peer behind the walls built around God's light and see more than they are capable of handling, they can find their souls sucked out of their bodies and reunited with God.

A classic example of this is the story of the four sages who entered the Pardes. Ben Azzai died, the others were severely injured. Only Rabbi Akiva who had sufficient grounding was capable of withstanding the experience.

The Sin at Sinai

At Mt. Sinai the Torah refers to those who ויחזו את האלוקים ויאכלו וישתו, and they saw God and they ate and drank. These people went beyond the boundaries established by God at Mt. Sinai and experienced God on a deeper level than they were meant to. in reality their souls should have left them, but God kept them whole for the time being. ואל אצילי בני ישראל לא שלח ידו And to the Great people in Israel God did not send out His hand. Our Sages understand that these people were Nadav and Avihu.

God bided his time until they repeated their error. At the dedication of the משכן (Tabernacle) they once again strayed deeper into the experience of God than that which they were qualified for. They came in with a strange fire, a desire that was foreign to where they were truly holding. our sages said that they were guilty of not consulting with Moshe as to how they should conduct themselves. Had they asked him, he would have warned them that they lacked the proper grounding for what they were attempting. They were שתויי יין, drunk in the literal sense. But יין is intimately connected to סוד (they share the same Gematria) and they allowed themselves to delve to deep into the Kabbalistic secrets. Their souls connected to the Infinity of God and left their physical bodies.

The Ark

This scene repeated itself 500 years later as the Ark was being carried and Uza walked along. most people assume that Uza stuck out his hand as the oxen stumbled and the Aron began to slip. But a careful reading of the verses shows that they don't say that. The verse says וישלח עזה אל ארון האלוקים, it doesn't have the word יד in the verse. I believe it is telling us that when Uza saw the Aron's ability to carry itself, that it had slipped itself off of the oxen and was carrying itself, he was drawn into this great manifestation of God's miracle. He was drawn into the Aron in a spiritual sense, and his soul left his body as well.

God was upset there because Uza had strayed beyond his zone of safety, but breaking the barriers of God's walls and peering into the Infinite Light can carry one's soul into that Light.